Young Crazy You To Old Crazy You

Today. It has been a long weekend of over thinking if the world is good enough for me or if I can actually fit into this world. How do we know? The day to day screaming in my head telling me what to do when my heart says something else. How do we know?

Where do I start? From the beginning? The End?The middle? We wake up one day and what do we do? look in the mirror what do we see? look down and what do we see? Oldness that's what we see. Argh help , do we age gracefully? Do we get the special jab that makes us look younger. I don't know the answer but I want to find out. I was crazy once. Actually I still am.