Pluviophile

Hey, Sorry didn't write anything in this page. Right now, I've been through something that I don't know how to explain and even tell. I have been tell this to God. I've been through a lot things. It's start suddenly and never end. Thank you for myself that has survived and try to change again but we fail.....Again.

I love how this is happen for me and not to others. I'm happy to feel this again. I love who I was actually and my ugly-side.I need to overcome this to feel the peace again. Even though, I have to stop loving him and choose me over and over again. Please stop this hurtfull things that happen for me but don't listen to that pleases. I have to face it to be strong enough to face it again.

This feeling never end
The sadness never bend
I know that is for me
Even though I crave

That's it. Thank you for read it.

I feel sorry for whatever you guys feel. If other people don't know what have you been. What situation you have been in but others don't understand and keep thinking that your situation is just a phase? Yes, I understand for some people it's don't look like a phase. It looks like a forever storyline maybe It will be there forever but believe me It's just there for a moment. If you believe it will happen forever then that thought will be true and you will be stuck in that situation forever. I know It's a heavy situation but as a person who wants to move forward, I think you need to do things positively like think. If you want to and I know It's hard sometime.

Dear Beloved,
Are you okay right there? I hope you are okay. I Love you

-hehe

I am beautiful but sometimes I do something odd.

This is for the only person who wants to grow and seek happiness in any moment.

Recently, I keep thinking that he has another girl and that's okay because he is not mine yet: which means he has a crush on someone from his past that confesses first before me and you know what?. You lose me. You don't deserve me. Goodbye boy!

The only man i need it's gods