Wellness With Carla

One of the most satisfying parts of living my design has been becoming closer with my children. For my entire adult life, I’ve felt like a terrible mom for a slew of “reasons.” Not only have I been able to FINALLY let that story go, I’ve embraced who I am and my process. Being an example to my children of loving myself has created so many shifts. Seeing my children for who they are and honoring their energy is so beautiful. The life being created by simply bringing awareness to the energy of all of us and the relationships we share is the most satisfying of all.

Many of you have expressed a desire to know more, to learn more about the mechanical nature of the energy dynamics and I am honored to share that with you.

If you have any questions, please reach out 😁 hope to see you June 24!

Found the “How We Connect” transcript from Ra’s Valentine’s Day event from 2010 and when I read this part, I paused long and hard.

I believe so many people that enter into this experiment have in some way been healing their trauma- experiences, childhood, self love, the list goes on and on. And most of us are told early on, there’s this huge permission slip you now have to embrace the parts of you that are consistent/defined/colored in on the chart. And I think sometimes (without fault or malice), we begin to place blame outside of ourselves for the conditioning we’ve received, retreating into a victim mentality, assuming the fetal position and finally letting go.

What I’ve seen happen (and experienced myself), is there is always a turning point or a moment where if one is truly embracing strategy and authority and allowing the body/form to navigate this plane, that “no choice” moment, we must check in with the conditioning we are putting OUT.

The duality of the Maia is within us as well as outside of us. Observing it is self reflected consciousness. In the white parts of our chart, we receive and through those inconsistent frequencies, we experience life. When the conditioning we put out, the consistent parts of our nature, is HEALTHY, we experience the life we are meant to live.

Connect with yourself, love yourself ❤️

I’ve reached a point in de-conditioning that integration is a MUST.

Waiting is something every type engages in as a part of navigation this world. It’s in the waiting that things come up. That the mind wants to take over. This hijacking of the body can come in many forms and they all point to the same thing- it can feel really uncomfortable being in this body. Being human.

A while ago, I took an empty bodygraph and I colored in all of the white parts. What I saw was my movie. What I’m here to see. To experience. To understand. To accept. I cried. I cried because I realized that it’s in the white we experience the color of life. And that none of it is consistent or forever or guaranteed.

The white parts make you human. Definition is what colors the world. And we are here to receive and experience what we are not. We add color to each other’s lives. But we are not living for others. We live for our Self. That is the human experiential way.

I love everything about this ❤️❤️❤️

Remember this option this year!