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11/06/2025
Marriage? Pregnancy? Everything changes.
You think you have time to prepare, but truth is, you never really will. Baby life is always evolving, and what was perfect five years ago might be questioned today.
Just a gentle reminder that you’re doing amazing.
And one day, you’ll actually miss this chapter 🩷
Take the picture, not for you but for your baby.
They’ll want to see where their story began, growing safely inside your tummy. Show them how deeply you loved and cherished these moments.
I remember feeling so swollen, avoiding the camera because I didn’t like how I looked. Now, I wish I had taken more pictures.
Sometimes it will get rocky. Emotions and stress levels reach new heights. Take a deep breath and remember … you’re both in this together. It’s you and your partner against the problem, not you vs your partner vs the problem.
They’re also excited in their own way. Have those moments of alone time, connect deeply, and build a strong foundation for what’s ahead.
Make time for yourself and your baby 🩷 They won’t care about your half-done ponytail or comfort shoes. They’ll just see love.
This is my testimony. 💗
I didn’t know I was pregnant. God revealed it to me through our pastor, Angel Serrano, on July 18. I remember leaving church that day and calling my mom right away. I was 21 and TERRIFIED. In that moment, I didn’t feel like an adult — I felt like a child again, just needing my mama’s reassurance.
I went home and took a pregnancy test… then another and another. All negative. I thought, “Wow, maybe God was playing a little joke on me.”
But deep down, I was unsettled.
I ended up at church camp from August 8 to 10 — and wow. God met me there. He pulled me out of the mess I was in — the partying, the alcohol, the late nights — and gave me a moment that I’ll never forget. A hug from Him so deep, so full of love. I finally felt peace.
But life got messy real fast.
I came back home and everything started crumbling.
The relationship I was in — the one where we talked about marriage and a future — ended.
We had to rehome our dogs, Kash and Ghost.
My mom was hospitalized again.
I felt like everything that could pull me away from God… did.
Then came August 29. My 21-year-old wellness appointment.
And the test was positive.
I was carrying a life inside of me.
I cried. I panicked.
I called Karina — and to this day, I’m so thankful for her. She calmed me down, reassured me, and encouraged me to tell Gael.
He was excited. I wasn’t ready.
I told him we’d co-parent — that we couldn’t just jump back into a relationship because of a baby.
For weeks, I kept the pregnancy to myself.
Went to my first ultrasound alone.
And when I heard her heartbeat? I fell in love.
Slowly, God began restoring what I thought was broken.
Gael and I reconnected. I shared the news with my family at a dinner on October 4.
My parents didn’t come — that hurt.
But I kept moving forward.
On November 10, I had my gender reveal — and found out she was a girl!
That same day… Gael proposed. 💍
A day I’ll never forget.
The pregnancy had its scares:
She was growing too small.
I had weekly checkups, and then…
Preeclampsia.
Anemia.
High blood pressure.
The doctors warned me: “You could both lose your lives.”
Eventually, I was induced.
Labor went on for over 18 hours.
She still hadn’t dropped.
On March 20, I had an emergency C-section.
She was born at 8:25 AM.
But it wasn’t over — I needed a blood transfusion.
She had to be poked daily for jaundice testing.
On March 25, we finally came home.
And I was sent home with over 10 medications.
Doctors said I might not be able to have more children… but I’ll leave that in God’s hands. Not mine.
I will forever be thankful to the Almighty God —
For carrying me, for delivering my baby safely, and for never letting go, even when I did.
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Now, looking back…
I didn’t want to take maternity photos. I didn’t feel beautiful.
Watching my body change hurt more than I expected.
I avoided the camera.
I regret it now.
I wish I had more pictures of her inside me — more memories of that sacred time.
So to all the pregnant mamas out there:
Take the photo.
Capture the moments — even the messy ones.
You’re beautiful.
You’re carrying life.
And one day, you’ll want to look back and remember. 💗
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I know God’s not done with me yet… but for some reason, I felt led to share this.
If you’re going through something similar, please be patient — and believe.
God’s plans are always bigger than our own.
Pray, pray, and pray. He hears you. He really does.
05/03/2025
Looking for something fun (and mostly FREE) to do with the family or friends this weekend? Here are some great local events happening around the city:
🎉 Fiesta De Los Reyes at Market Square
• Location: Historic Market Square, 514 W Commerce St.
• Time: 10:00 AM – 11:00 PM
• Details: Free to attend! Enjoy live music, cultural performances, and a variety of food vendors in a vibrant, family-friendly atmosphere.
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🎈 Pullman Market 1-Year Anniversary Block Party
• Location: 221 Newell Ave. (Pearl District)
• Time: 1:00 PM – 5:00 PM
• Details: Free admission! Celebrate with live music, hands-on activities by The DoSeum, and delicious local bites. Food purchases benefit the San Antonio Food Bank.
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🌟 Fiesta Flambeau® Parade
• Location: Downtown San Antonio
• Time: Parade begins at sunset
• Details: A ticketed event ($30) — come experience America’s largest illuminated night parade featuring colorful floats, marching bands, and vibrant lights!
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🎨 Breva Creative Makerspace Market
• Location: 541 Roosevelt Ave., Suite #107
• Time: 1:00 PM – 7:00 PM
• Details: Free to attend! Explore unique handmade crafts, local art, and a welcoming creative atmosphere.
05/03/2025
Hey mamas & friends!
Looking for something fun, uplifting, and FREE to do this Saturday? I’ve got you covered with a mix of local events, family fun, and Christian gatherings happening right here in San Antonio on May 3rd:
Faith-Based Events:
• 🎶 MercyMe Live (Freeman Coliseum – 7PM)
Worship with MercyMe, Zach Williams & Sam Wesley!
(Tickets required – worth every moment of worship!)
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• Ladies Spring Tea Party (Trinity Baptist – 11AM)
A sweet time of fellowship, music & encouragement.
Hats optional, hearts full! 🔗 under photo
• H.I.S. BridgeBuilders Block Party (9AM–12PM)
Family-friendly community outreach with Bible study, health screenings & more. 🔗 under photo
Welcome to Marriage, Motherhood & Grace! I’m a 21-year-old wife, first-time mama, and faith-filled woman navigating this beautiful (and sometimes chaotic) season of life. Here you’ll find real moments from mom life, encouragement for marriage, local family-friendly events, budget-friendly deals, and relatable content to help you feel seen and supported. Whether you’re here for laughs, savings, or a little inspiration, I’m so glad you’re part of this journey with me. 💗
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