Holy Beavertail

Mercury Chiron for the win
Jupiter opposite moon / Mercury / Mars / Chiron ...Jupiter is nearing my mid heaven ..
I was watching Daredevil Born Again ...and at the end of the episode hes Praying. So i thought about my current belief in a higher divine value. Its not the all forgiving God ... its the God of Joy And Mischief if you will. Not exactly Loki ...bc Loki is Gemini ..My appreciation for the Divine is encompassing.

But it made me realize my father issues. How he was never there, and how I created the first incarnation of God before understanding Divine Will as forgiving ..benevolent. but the real reason was bc I wished my father in real time would be that ...ignore me for being flawed. Ignored me for my damage.

The God i got forced me to change my flaws. Forced me to face my flaws. God didnt forgive me ...God demanded I grow.
I got the god that said "its alright but now you have to become better"

Anything outside of us is a projection of our inner. Until your inner issue whole. Everything is reflection of inner.

Words and ideas circulate because memory. When truth becomes assimilated one can say "that was me" yet we have to recognize how none of who we are is seperate from the rest

This is why western society has become trash ... the hate which is projection is normalized

The anger which is manipulation is normalized

The low self esteem and self loathing is normalized

How you feel isnt real. None of it is ...its all projections of what should be against what is. Comparison is killing most of us

So wouldnt it be better to be free?

This kid had problems with being stupid .. until I made this post I thought that was an egg its so small ...no its a mirror ... he couldn't even start his response initially with "can you explain that" he just blew off my comment ....so I destroyed him with observation and understanding ....

Kids are so petulant

It's finally clear. If ego is memory and repetition...theres no uniqueness to the mind.

Being free from memory allows "God" (Love/ Pure consciousness) by understanding the whole one is granted DIVINE WILL or purpose.

Therefore true individuality is rare and only a value of enlightenment

What makes this interesting is it came out this morning in meditation. Years after I decided it wasnt possible due to the relationship of Unity. Yet, in Unity is purpose which then allows one to stand out. Your purpose is specifically yours & no one else.

If you've been around for more than a year ...if youre keen to understand whats changed bc youre quicker than average and been here less time .... BEHAVIOR and outcomes have changed bc ive changed the emotional output in my unconscious

By changing the EMOTIONS in the unconscious Ive changed the entire personality in the Ego. There is one experience divided by choices which you believe are time (aging)

Yet there is no time; there is only you ....unhealed ...angry, mad, sad, depressed, anxiety, negativity avoidance joy elation partying regret ....the basic human experience is emotional and its all because of the Unconscious

Using my formula which relies on . I changed my whole and outlook

Proving we dont actually exist except as a figment of imagination instead of present awareness. We live based on memory. Repeating the same beliefs and the same patterns over and over. Never actually become free or conscious.

Its official.... Canadian M&Ms are not at all tasty ..

The mind wants to be isolated. It wants its story to be true. How else cam you keep playing a victim to "circumstance" (self created negative reinforcement)

Our realities whether society or personal are all created through egotism control and fear. If fear is what keeps people abusing power abusing others how then can others become free?

By understanding the flaw of any society- its consciousness. Morality is a lie ... sin is a lie ... all of Gods Laws teach UNITY LOVE & SHARING like a guardian parent. But God is not a parent...God is the consciousness that manifests into each of us.

So why would Consciousness choose to suffer? It wouldnt. We in ego ....do