Nadia Thorburn Makeup

WHAT THE LAST SLIDE SAYS!!! 🥹🫶🏻

MAY - I almost have no words. If January me could have seen what would come to fruition by May I would never have believed it then. Maybe that was what kept me stuck, because the DAY I tried believing, acting with intention & moving like things were mine, in a matter of weeks the wheels started turning & here we are. THANKYOU MAY. The bin liners for blinds, the boxes and bags, the empty spaces, the empty bank account but the keys to build on my future - the month everything changed 🤩🤯🥹🏡

The Art of Loving 🧡 - & smelling soooo good while we do 😮‍💨🎤💕🎶 thankyou for an unforgettable night - the scent of Cheirosa will remind me of singing my heart out with the queen of emotion herself PINCH ME ahhhh 😭🤯😆💫

One thing about me? My support system is top top TOP tier 🥹🤝😆🫶🏻 ✨ * & the rest of you, you know who you are 😚

Alsoooo got the hair chopped and more baby blonde added, is it “change your hair and you change your life” they say? 😏😂 whatever it is I felt better walking out than i did walking in thats for sure 😜

& the life update is I haven’t found a house yet but the support system around me could literally build one brick by brick at this rate 😭 shouldn’t be too much longer god willing 😅 Just envisioning my littles all cosy, film & candles on and me cracking open that first M&S mexican dip in my new home 🤣 The simple things… so many MILES off it I laughed out loud typing it - but a girl has got to dream so hold me to this vision please gals 🤣🫶🏻 and lastly, how are we fast approaching May 😭😭🤯🤯🤯

Keeping it moving & staying grateful for the glimmers. Always. Good Friday spent at the zoo today 🥹🐣 hope you all have the best start to Easter weekend ✨

ps - can’t be the only one with click clack on repeat 😮‍💨

Note to self: one year from now, come back to this post, on this day & just SEE how far you have come 😭🙏🏻💫

Now it’s not ideal but could be worse 😌 My littles still have their family home 🥹 - which is EVERYTHING to me that they can remain settled throughout, with their dad moving back in, to which of course I need to find my feet and create a new home for them & I ☺️ A challenge I didn’t think would take so long & be so difficult when considering £££, school distance & even feeling confident to start a fresh in new surroundings. The family home has been my comfort zone throughout such a difficult time in my life, yet leaving it feels the hardest/saddest part yet 🤯 A fresh start awaits, and I hope one day I look back at this rock bottom moment and understand why it had to feel so raw & harsh, so uncomfortable. I’m trying to channel excitement at the idea of opening a new door, a new chapter & all the new possibilities that come with a fresh start 🔑 but honestly you can have all the support in the world - and it’s still okay that there feels like there’s an almost impossible mountain infront of you 🤯 I’m sick of pretending I’m thriving when some days I’m literally surviving, doing my best to keep my head above water. Being honest & raw here was always when I felt like showing up here the most, & this week I just can’t give “polished, glowing, spinning the plates perfectly Nadia” she will be back 😏 but “rock bottom Nadia screaming WTF is life” is allowed to take up space too 😂🤣🙏🏻

Anyway whatever the next few months hold - I’m going to crawl out of my pitty party & get that home for me an my 4 babies. (One day) Day one… of rebuilding my life from the ground up 🥹🙏🏻🏡🤍 & with more love & support around me than most, there’s no reason why I can’t. I know I’m not the only parent in the world who had to start again so while your here your best line of advice is SO welcomed 🥹 or a sh*tty joke for me to laugh at wouldn’t go a miss - if you don’t laugh & all that 😭🌚😂😅🙏🏻