The battle of the mind

Everyday is a new opportunity to attract positive and better opportunities

I'm really really really am sorry

It's quite easy to blame others
Until to you can see own toxicness and your own ugliness

I really really was ugly

I treated people harshly and I never saw my own ugliness

when I look back and start to see how it really looks I start to see the ugly side of myself and what I did to others

She was patient enough for me to see my truth

I know sorry is never enough but I thank you its
Is easy to point out what people are doing but sit down and look at the facts of what we are to others its ugliness

She told me she was an angel but I never really believed her only until when I could never speak to her I realise the truth she held me from my ugliness

She wanted to talk to me but I ignored her because I felt that there was something wrong with her and in fact it was something wrong with me I was so full of my own ego

and blaming others for the things that I created myself

But in fact God and all gods people were patient with me yes someone told me abused me but they need to me to see the deepest things that I needed to comprehend my facts of my own ugliness

I needed to stop complaining whining and crying poor me look at what's happened look at how they treat me

I see it now from a different point of view and what I done to others too

They gave me the best lesson of life I could ever receive better than money they allowed me to see my own ugliness so that I might change for the better and leave that stuff behind once and for all and never ever picking it up again

Poor ugly me

Pain and Silence is the best way to scrub you away from ugliness

it gave me a new build of health and self respect

Is always a war going on inside of me but I told the ugliness stay away from me I ain't got time to be ugly

I hope she understands I thank you angel one of Gods children for helping me become a better person I hope you understand I appreciate you and forgive me for my arrogance and rudeness and everyone else that helped me because I didn't really comprehend I was too busy licking my wounds

Love comes in the most mysterious packages but when we find what we have been served and know how to receive it you received it with Honour and gratitude thank you

God bless you all and forgive me for my ugliness, arrogance and ignorance

Just be you

The best thing that ever happened to me it's just being me.

Thank you it takes no effort to be me
I don't have to be on fair I don't have to try and impress
I don't have to accept your labels are what you think I am

I don't have to explain

I don't have to be mean
I don't have to play insane games

I don't have to run up my gums I can just be free

I don't have to explain why I'm happy

I can just accept being me

Never Gonna quit never going to give in until I win each and every day and become a better version of myself thank you for helping me win each and every day

Analytically critically looking at our way of conscious thought

How well do we know ourselves

do we know the difference between our own thoughts and someone else's