Stress KnoT

💙💔 Goodbye 2023....Wishing you a Happy and Peaceful 2024 💔💙

❤❤ After this week, I can confirm massage most definitely helps ❤❤

❤❤ Limited availability for 30 minute treatments in October....Thur 19th at 6pm, Thur 26th at 6pm and Mon 30th at 6pm & 7.30pm....pm or WhatsApp me to book ❤❤

❤❤ Hi KnoTties, I hope you're all keeping well. I'm hoping to start work again on Monday 16th October all being well. It'll be a phased return, just to see how I get on. I'll be opening Monday, Wednesday and Thursday nights, 2 appointments per night...6pm and 7.30pm. For the first while I'll only be doing 30 minute treatments.

Unfortunately I hate having to say this, but all my treatments will be increasing by £5. I haven't raised my prices since I've started, and sadly the situation I'm in now I have no other choice.

Anyone who has vouchers will not have to pay any extra for their treatment.

I'm taking things hour by hour so if I'm not in the right frame of mind I may have to reschedule your appointment, but with my counselling I'm hoping to not have to do that.

I really do appreciate all your patience during the last 22 weeks. I'm living in a nightmare I can't waken up from but I know Colin would want me continuing to do what I love doing.

Thank you again to each and every one of you who has visited, messaged and phoned me. You'll never, ever know how much of a support you've been and continue to be for me ❤❤

💙💔 I don't normally post things like this but it's how I'm feeling today. After you've read this, I want you all to close your eyes and really think about this.

Can you imagine going to bed and getting up the next morning looking at a pillow that is smooth and not creased? Letters coming in the post? Clothes hanging in the wardrobe? Tools in the garage? Holding hands? Looking into smiling eyes? Having strong arms wrapped around you? Coming back to an empty house? Washing 1 plate, knife and fork? Not being able to watch certain TV programmes? Listening to certain songs? Trying to remember what your voice sounds like?

I use your shower gel and I wear your aftershave. I'm neglecting my hair, skin and diet....and I try not to make eye contact when I'm out. Everyone says I'm strong, most days I don't feel strong, some days I don't want to even get out of bed but I make myself. Time doesn't heal, it just teaches how to live with pain.

Now close your eyes and try to imagine yourself in this position 💙💔

💙💔 Hi there KnoTties....today I had my 2nd therapy session....to say I'm an emotional, exhausted wreck is an understatement. My 1st session was a month ago, I feel it was too long between appointments so I've another 4 booked....this time fortnightly.

I'm hoping that once I get a few more sessions over, I'll open up my treatment room again. I've lost over a stone in weight since April, so for my 1st few weeks I'll only be doing my 30 minute treatments....Hands on, Warm Bamboo, Balinese, Indian Head and Hot Stone. Also, I'll only be taking a few appointments a week, I need to get my strength 💪 built up again.

I'll keep you all updated and as always, thank you so much for your patience, visits, messages, calls and hugs 💙💔

💙💔 This explains just how I'm feeling....I'm not embarrassed or ashamed to admit that I had my 1st counselling session today....the 1st of many....I know I need it, to try and help me in the darkness that surrounds me of every minute of every day. I want to thank all of you for your support, messages, visits and patience....💙💔

💔💔 Yesterday was the saddest day of my life ever...I literally cried and sobbed uncontrollably from I got out of bed until late last night when I went to bed. I know myself that I'm not ready to open up yet...like I've said to many people, I want to go into my treatment room because I want to, not because I have to. I promise you all I will be massaging again, I just don't know when. C wouldn't want it any other way, he often told me he was so proud of me. Thank you again for your patience 💔💔

💔💔 Just wanted to post an update....I'm still not ready to open up yet. I've had a really emotional day today, I'm not sleeping too good or eating enough and I'm not in a good place at the moment. I don't want to get back to it until I'm feeling ready to. I still have loads of C's paperwork to sort and have to get that all done first....I really do appreciate your messages, calls, visits and hugs. Thank you all so much for understanding 💔💔

💔💔 As some of you will know, the love of my life passed away yesterday morning....my world has been shattered, my heart is aching and my life will never ever be the same. I don't know when I'll feel ready to start work again....I'll keep you posted....any clients that have an appointment in the next few weeks I'll message you personally beforehand 💔💔