Messry Lung'atso

One day you wake up, and life as you know it to be has turned upside down. You question your identity, your belief system and the choices you may be forced to make. I remember staring at that blank text message for minutes. On the verge of tears , with so much spite in my chest . I felt a boulder build up in my throat i could nearly throw up....

Lovers to Friends!? One day you wake up, and life as you know it to be has turned upside down. You question your identity, your belief system and the choices you may be forced to make. I remember staring at that blank…

I have been warned multiple times about being the first to pass my shot at a guy. I cant even count the number of times i get on tiktok and my entire FYP is filled with ladies giving the cons of hitting on a man. " He will think you are desperate and wreck your life!" One beautiful blonde haired girl once mentioned in one of her videos....

Gone Girl I have been warned multiple times about being the first to pass my shot at a guy. I cant even count the number of times i get on tiktok and my entire FYP is filled with ladies giving the cons of hi…

If only we could receive in our dreams who exactly our soulmate is...But oh well, you've gotta meet a few crackheads to meet the one!

Finding Him… Phone chimes on the bed side table. Zani completely ignores the noise. She had forgotten to put her phone on Do not Disturb as she always does. It was Friday night and she was exhausted from all th…

Hello beautiful readers, been a while i missed you all. Welcome back to my new segment of short stories. Make sure to leave a comment. xoxo

Blinded by Face! I watched him perform on stage so intently, i could tell you every move he made standing up there. I got so lost in his stage presence that i forgot that i was not at that concert alone. ” He…

What if I had it all, in bulk The money, the fame, the degrees What if I had him too The guy, tall, nerdy and adventrous What if I could get it too The freedom, the space , the quiet What if I could stop it too The constant worry, the dissapointment, the pain What if i could become her…...

My what if case… What if I had it all, in bulk The money, the fame, the degrees What if I had him too The guy, tall, nerdy and adventrous What if I could get it too The freedom, the space , the quiet What if I coul…

Is love really a real place?

Oh my heart… ” Oh heaven help a fool that falls in love!” I saw myself fall , couldn’t help it much, The fall felt like what my little life missed, I let myself go, as I knew he would hold me,…

As long as I can remember, I was the good kid, trouble less, understanding and every other virtue a child should possess. It was no big deal to me as I had a proper understanding of my environment. I knew very well not to rebel because given my environment, that would work terribly against me. So a little compromise, a little surrender, I survived....

The stray version…(Ep 3) As long as I can remember, I was the good kid, trouble less, understanding and every other virtue a child should possess. It was no big deal to me as I had a proper understanding of my environment.…

At 25 she wanted to reach for the skies. She wanted to dwell with the stars. To enjoy the breath taking vastness of the earth. At 25 she was to be the dream girl, a girl so fly and deep in her femme energy. She wanted to conquer her fears , to subdue her limitations. Most of all, she needed her freedom....

Taking flight….(EP 2) At 25 she wanted to reach for the skies. She wanted to dwell with the stars. To enjoy the breath taking vastness of the earth. At 25 she was to be the dream girl, a girl so fly and deep in her femm…

Lots of love....Realized that growing up is not a walk in the park. I hope to build a community of support and love. XOXOO

Letters before I turn 25…(EP 1) An empty head space, a tired mind, a loveless heart, an uninspired vision but most of all, a growing body and aging years. What a time to be alive, surrounded by attempts that turned to be failure.…

I raised my voice louder than I ever thought myself capable. Surrounded by a multitude, I still didn't mind. Louder and louder as the fireworks decorated the dark sky. All my struggles end here! All my doubts end here! All those nights of tears soaking my sweet little pillow, it had to end and not later than 1/1/2024. I screamed on recalling just how much I survived....

A new year, a new start! I raised my voice louder than I ever thought myself capable. Surrounded by a multitude, I still didn’t mind. Louder and louder as the fireworks decorated the dark sky. All my struggles end he…

Just how long is one allowed to be confused? Confused about life, about their faith, about their body, about their decisions...how long is it supposed to keep going. I wonder if there is a possibility that most of us are just existing in the confusion but carrying it so well. Well to some extent it is probably true that no body knows what they are doing....

Fairly odd times Just how long is one allowed to be confused? Confused about life, about their faith, about their body, about their decisions…how long is it supposed to keep going. I wonder if there is a poss…

February of 2019, I joined The University of Nairobi. My mother travelled all the way from Kakamega to come admit me herself. That was the greatest gesture ever but honestly, she wanted to be there in person to remind me that university was a messy place. She made sure to emphasize that she needed me in one piece after university. As we stood in line waiting to be admitted, she would remind me the same things she had been telling me the entire year as I waited to join Uni....

Class of 2023…I graduated! February of 2019, I joined The University of Nairobi. My mother travelled all the way from Kakamega to come admit me herself. That was the greatest gesture ever but honestly, she wanted to be there…