Depression -act of suicide or thoughts

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“The pain will leave once it has finished teaching you” - Bruce Lee.
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"Being alone is good but being lonely is the worst."
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One love, one heart, one destiny.

The three most important things to have are faith, hope and love. But the greatest of them is love.

- Paul of Tarsus.

Everyone is busy catching feelings, chasing dreams, and finding their soulmates. Meanwhile, I found myself standing in the middle of everything. If what others are saying is true about the in-between, where the souls of the dead person remain, I can say that where I am right now is my version of it. The difference is I am still alive, but on the second thought, I think I am no different because I feel dead inside. Physically functioning but mentally almost losing the hang of it. I am no longer in control of my mind. And this feeling really sucks to the extent I want to end it all at once. But then, like what I’ve said, whenever I want to do something, I always find myself in-between of it. As if someone is fighting for me to still be alive even though my whole existence wished to be gone. Maybe that’s the other part of me who still have hope in everything. That .01% fighter while having the 99.99% quitter in me. And I always thank her for being there in those moments I no longer have the courage to fight. I thank her for still fighting and giving me the slightest sparks in my heart to feel alive. Maybe I don’t need anyone else; I got me. And I pray to God to never lose that side of me. Even though living this life almost feels like dying.

— Hyera Maze
Artwork by: sii.hyun

Sometimes the hardest part of loving someone is that moment when you realize the best thing you could do for them is let them go"

An open letter to those who appreciate me:

Thank you for making me feel loved. Thank you for appreciating me in every way you can. I feel so special every time you value me. I don't always have to hide all my pain because you made me feel like my feelings are always valid. You keep reminding me that I am worthy and I will always be enough. If it's not because of you, I wouldn't learn to appreciate myself too.

You are the reason why I'm slowly learning to love myself. You made me realize that I deserve to be valued too. That I deserve to be taken care of and I don't deserve all the heartaches that I've received from the wrong people. I used to hate myself, but you made me realize that there is nothing to hate about myself. That I am beautiful, I am brave, and I am a good person. I may not be a perfect person and I may have so many flaws and mistakes, but you still appreciate me for who I am.

Thank you for always being there to remind me that there is nothing wrong about me. That I am not hard to love and it's not too much to ask for a genuine love. Thank you for making me smile when I'm down, for always telling me that everything will be alright. And most importantly, thank you for making me fall in love with life again.

— Shiori X
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