Hair Craft KC by Kanna Ryan

Look at my puffy face. Since March I feel so and Some days I could not even recognize who I was. This did not start just now, since as long as I can remember. I believe that every has many different past and traumas. Mine was extremely a long term, decades to be exact. I was diagnosed I finally got my cosmetology license, I think 7 years ago. Or maybe even less. I worked much much much harder than most hairdresser, because I could think anything else but to become “Vidal and Horst”. I was never competing with any other hairdressers, it was always with myself. Amendments, and get better, and to be one of the best. I am so disappointed where the world is heading to now. I worry my safety and my children’s. Pandemic era was surreal. I thought I have to update with all of you what happened and happening to Kanna right now😅 But, I am determined, I might never able to stand behind chair ever again, but I have bigger plans for next year, and…… I am finalist! I believe in myself. I do not have any doubt that I cannot make it in this industry. You know why? Because I love doing hair so deeply, how could I give up. I never will. Please forgive me if I did not return your text messages and dm. I was dying mentally and physically. Again, I am planning something so big, nobody can tell me that I am a bad hairdresser ever again! Please, be patient, at least I am still alive and ambitious as ever been. With all my love, Kanna

Beautiful views from Rochester! This means, my local hospital could not give me adequate treatment or even listen to me. Finally, I know that I have I was for 13 years told by rheumatologist that I have osteoarthritis. My finger deforming and losing all my 10 nails could had been easily prevented, if my doctor even listened to me. I had to let go of my haven, my salon suite, because I cannot even walk or get out of bed so often. Losing money was fine, but I had to reschedule my clients many many many times. I was overwhelmed, I couldn’t even talk to many of my close friends about what I was going through. Not good enough is all in my head…. And, I always thought women should support other women, in reality, they will hate me if I am any different from other women. In clouding my skin color. One of person was picking on me where she could find anything possible when she could. I panicked, on that day, I attempted su***de, I don’t remember many things, but I was in a hospital in 10 days. I think…😅

This in Hungary, 2024, was one of the most uncomfortable to watch in last 4 decades to say the least. From the beginning to the checker flag… And…. when Max contacted Lewis’ front right tyre, if Lewis was really moving to right whilst braking… Max was the one overtaking Lewis, if that claim was true, when made contact with , on lap 65, bw15 should had crashed in rb26, instead, both machines were able to finish the race without severe damages, is in fact what Lewis said was the fact, simple physics, Max was obviously faster than Lewis, hence Max’s rear left tyre got out of collision, otherwise, it ricocheted….. also how was gracefully answered ridiculous questions is so respectful! Yay to for first win, and of course, pure talent of speaks louder than anything else. But, the whole race was so uncomfortable is true.🤣

This is a scary photo, but as of today, I still am not recovering from and my doctors from local medical center prolonging treatments, which, in my opinion, keep prescribing steroid, I’m going through 6th flare-up of this I understand how important to fulfill all my guests appointments, I truly do. But, if I cannot even drive myself to work, and getting medical emergency room treatment to get through next day, bleeding from hands… that is not ok for me to work. I think of all of you when I have to cancel, and physically, emotionally I am to the point I cannot deal with loosing my identity of being a hairdresser is too hard reality to comprehend for me… I have to have so much patience with myself, being a hairdresser is my life, and purpose of my living, trust me I’m more upset with myself than anyone out there being upset with me. I couldn’t focus on outside of my guests during last 5 months of going through this, if you did not have any appointments in that timeframe. I wish I had mental energy and capability of physical strength, I would had. I am not going to apologize to anyone if I did not think mistakes were on my part, and above explained, I am not going to apologize for taking care of myself to turn off my phone after what I should had done. That is my boundaries, nobody will even cross my boundaries, when you know doing hair is my identity and life.

I absolutely hate this photo making me recognize how (oral steroid of long term terrible side effect 😭) I was already big and round face… I’m sure most of my clients know that I am the one going through this actually. I got huge forever bolding spots on my scalp about 5 big spots, so I changed my haircut to adjust what cannot make people intimidate with my jumbo spots. I thought since she is often in , but turned out I look more like the ’s editor…. See? know what to do always❤️

These are few examples of what they might go through with Loosing nails (might or might not be rest of life), loosing hair (with these case, definitely permanent, hair follicles are gone), and almost have heart attack level of heartbeats… we never know what people might be going through, just be nice to others would not make your day terrible! I am still alive❤️ See, as you asked, I am posting a bunch!

I feel strongly compelled to spread the awareness of more than ever. As a hairdresser, I do have some clients who are affected by this autoimmune disorder which affect their lives so negatively, physically and emotionally draining. is not CONTAGIOUS! Treat everyone with respect❤️ Especially, this could become not only affected on your skin, but systemically affected also. Life threatening, if not treated immediately. Let’s care and share❤️

I have been nominated and one of the finalists of . I think voting might ended already…. ❤️❤️❤️

Related to previous post, I’ve been a passionate fan of as long as I can remember. has been always my one and only team which I always love, and will love. is the one of the cars, no matter how much money you might have, it’s not like anyone could buy. Ferrari chooses you. I want to drive this ultimate form of craftsmanship before I die! This coming year, we will get to experience next level of , with joining He is my favorite drivers of all time! How exciting the year of 2025 will be! Yes!!!!!!!!!

On this day, May 1st, 30 years ago, the world lost one of the most charismatic drivers, I still remember this accident like yesterday. You are still my hero!

I have so much respect of this man, Horst. His way of thinking beauty changed my life and changing my perspectives of everything around me.

Today and everyday we celebrate the “father of safe cosmetics,” Horst Rechelbacher. Our inspiration to continue innovating, cultivating & creating this better beauty community. Happy heavenly birthday, Horst.

Head to the blog post link to read some words from our I-N family, and comment your memories here to be added 🤍

Memorial Blog: https://www.intelligentnutrients.com/blogs/blog/honoring-horsts-lasting-legacy