Alli MacDonald • Leadership & Self-Care

And then it did 🤷🏻‍♀️

I’ve been consistent for the first time in a long time and this go around……just feels different.

Not forced. Not temporary. Not something I’m trying to prove.

I would be a complete fool to say these last 2 months have been easy. I was sad. Angry. All around not myself and holding onto a mask I was fine, when I wasn’t. I was questioning everything and everyone, especially myself.

But the reason I know this time is different is because I didn’t wait for something or someone else to pull me out of it.

I wanted to share this transitional journey for all it was but I realized there wasn’t anything necessary to be shared. Because I would only be sharing for outside validation.

This was my opportunity to learn to trust myself again. To give myself that validation and confidence. And I was able to do that without outside influence (but definitely a lot of love and support from my closest people).

I started showing up for myself first. Not social media. Not for a job.

Just to fu***ng feel better.

And it worked. And then it worked again.

Now all it takes is remembering how good it feels and I am on the move.

I didn’t wait for an opportunity to feel better. I took it into my own hands and chose feeling better.

And then all the abundance followed.

I feel I’m my richest right now…although my bank account would scream otherwise.

And I have trust there’s only more to come.

It’s incredible the things you can accomplish when you’re no longer letting outside noise affect your energy.

• I actually started my weight loss journey. We’re already 10lbs down
• Meditation every single day
• My nervous system is breathing for the first time in 3 years
• Got a part-time operations management job with another business ready to grow
• Got two additional contracts doing operations and systems for small businesses
• Started training as a bartender at a new brewery
• I decided I do actually like myself and I am exactly who think I am

And it’s never felt so good to have so much on my plate. I feel clear minded and fully in control for the first time in I don’t know how long.

DID YA MISS ME?

The bitch is back.

When your fiancee starts drinking in Ireland