PsychoHairopy by goddess Joy

A rose 🌹 from concrete or a lotus from mud.... either way there is beauty in your fight, in your struggle and in your healing! 2024 taught me many lessons and I have grown so much as a woman, as Joylyn .... "Describe who you are without mentioning what you do" .... I couldn't answer that question yet.... and now I say " I am a warrior, born into adversity, faced many tragedies, and won the battle each time! I am spirit, I am the air and the trees, I am the ocean and the sea, I am living and breathing, growing each and everyday and I am beautiful!

Don't mind me, just searching for the reason why I am here

Zatavi is back! I won't curse myself with the word dread, because there is nothing dreadful about me. I won't curse myself with the word locs because there I no bondage,prison, or hold on my life! The original word for the hair style is zatavi from the rastas or ĵata in hindu... loving myself is such a prize to me!

I haven't talked about this subject in a while... most people, even close family, probably forgot this existed for me, or thought I was cured.... Fibromyalgia is a very real part of my everyday life... in 2020 it finally hit its peak and put me down like a tranquilizer on an elephant, only that the elephant was sitting on top of me! This invisible disease is triggered by stored trauma, personal or generational... since I was born I carried trauma, from being created by a pimp and a pr******te, raised my a drug addict, abused physically, sexually, emotionally and verbally by the men in my family and having children conceived through r**e, terrible relationships and homelessness.... the final straw was having my 7th child after getting married to practically a total stranger who was clinically diagnosed sterile, during which I spent 8 months of that pregnancy homeless, just to have my father die 4 months post partum ON MY BIRTHDAY! And simultaneously the whole world shut down for the pandemic! .... fibromyalgia has been my everyday existence since childhood, but I assumed that I was just dealing with normal aches and pains.. today I manage it fairly well, since the mind can alter the reality you live in I stay in a constant place of meditation... most of my mental energy is spent on creating a gentle reality instead of focusing on the pain in my body I focus on a bright light that lives inside of me... some days are easier than others... and then now, as I fast and tap into myself for healing, the pain is thick!... it's never going to go away but as long as I continue to heal the trauma it will be manageable!!!

Took a drive to the beach before leaving San Juan, TX... this has been such an amazing journey!

I'm truly grateful to the most high to be back!

I'm going to take a moment to give flowers to each and every one of my clients~ YOU ARE MY FAMILY! I will no longer book anyone under the title of "client" ... You will forever be known to me as FAMILY!

Every single member of my FAMILY has come to receive a hairstyle from me and leaves with much more than that! They drop off their worries, anxieties, fears and doubts and they leave with joy, peace, love and a sense of understanding!

I'm truly grateful for everyone that takes their heart and opens it up to me🥹🙌🏽🫶🏼

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!

I am no longer living in Laredo I apologize for the inconvenience