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✨✨✨I’m Manifesting…✨✨✨

Tomorrow's vendor event is unfortunately canceled, but stay tuned for details on the next one! I still have lots of goodies to hand out and can't wait to meet all the other vendors. Let's send our lovely hostess Keep It Together ICT some good vibes, and best wishes to get us a new location next week! 🤞💖

Good morning!!
Another sneak peek for the event tomorrow!
I plan on going live on Facebook with more details and to show you my booth after I'm set up! (And again after the event for the drawing!)
The Independence Day Specials are being taken down later this evening un preparation for *Summerween*

So beautifully said ❤️

Everyone else seems to be healing faster. That's the impression. Built from the posts and the updates and the specific performance of recovery that exists online where someone shares the worst thing that ever happened to them and three slides later they're standing in a field at sunset with a caption that implies the field is the destination and the getting there took a few weeks of journaling and a new morning routine.

You've been journaling. You have a morning routine. You're doing the things that the recovery content says to do. And the field isn't getting closer. Some days it feels further. Some days the work you've put into healing produces a Tuesday that feels exactly like the Tuesday before the healing started and the similarity makes you wonder if the work is working at all.

It is. You can't feel it yet. The way you can't feel a bone setting. The bone is doing exactly what it's supposed to do. Calcium is being deposited. Cells are multiplying. The fracture is closing at a rate that is biologically correct and emotionally unbearable because the rate doesn't match the rate you want and the rate you want is based on a timeline assembled from other people's highlight reels.

Their timeline isn't your timeline. And the highlight reel is a reel. Edited. Compressed. The six months of crying in the car was cut. The Thursday where they almost called the person they know they shouldn't have called was cut. The regression that felt like a restart was cut. What remained was the sunset and the field and the implication that healing is a line that moves steadily upward rather than a scribble that moves in every direction including backward before it eventually, gradually, trends toward something that looks like forward.

You went backward last week. Not by choice. The song came on and the song produced the feeling and the feeling produced the memory and the memory produced the response that you thought you'd processed three months ago and apparently you'd processed the surface of it and the underneath was still there and the still-there showed up on a Wednesday in a grocery store parking lot where you sat for twelve minutes staring at nothing.

That's not failure. That's the underneath processing. The layer that wasn't ready three months ago becoming ready now. The healing working on its own schedule the way a body works on its own schedule regardless of how many times the mind says "hurry up."

The fast version of healing isn't healing. The fast version is management. It's the reorganization of surface-level behaviors and daily routines that produces the appearance of recovery while the actual wound sits untouched underneath the new morning routine. The new journal. The new habits. All of it stacked on top of a foundation that hasn't been addressed because addressing it takes the one resource the fast timeline doesn't allocate. Time.

Real time. Not the compressed version. Not the three-week transformation. The slow accumulation of days where the wound gets slightly smaller and the slightly is imperceptible on any given day and the imperceptibility is why healing feels like it isn't working. Because the working is happening at a resolution your conscious mind can't detect. You're looking for the leap. The healing is producing millimeters. And the millimeters are adding up in a ledger you won't be able to read until enough of them have accumulated to produce a Tuesday that feels different from the one six months ago.

That Tuesday is coming. It won't announce itself. You'll just be standing in a grocery store parking lot one day and the song will come on and the song will produce a feeling and the feeling will be different. Not absent. Different. Smaller. Softer. Further away. Like a sound that used to come from the next room and now comes from down the street. Still audible. No longer overwhelming.

That's what healing looks like. Not the field. Not the sunset. Not the three-slide recovery. The slow, boring, unglamorous Tuesday where something that used to destroy your afternoon is now a three-minute feeling that you notice and release and drive home from without sitting in the parking lot.

You're not healing wrong. You're healing at the speed that doesn't break.

Sneak-peek of something I'm working on for the event This Saturday 12pm-6pm in Valley Center with Keep It Together ICT ❤️

Cannot wait to be a vendor here and dress up, play, and connect!

Come and go- free trick-or-treat event.

I'm a "treat" booth if you can't tell.
Candy for kiddos and adults
And free scratch tickets for adults ... scratch a ghost and win one of many prizes. 💖

$16.67 per session - 12 sessions
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$15 per session- 5 sessions (Usually $35 in my normal package)

I have done some quick math for you if you're wanting to know how much this breaks down to per session. I was curious.😅 (Plus, if you haven't done this yet... your first session is still free)
A normal emotion code session is $50 🤯
I offer packages to help shave some of that off...but rates will never be this low again so it's an incredible time to reclaim your independence and emotional freedom. 🎆🎇
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