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Azange abuyele k*m uAmanda ntonje ngokuhlwa sava ngesikhalo sikanina 😔 waphaphatheka ugogo ukuya khona xayefika uAmanda udunduluze ebhedini umamakhe uyinto ibila phezu kwakhe 💔 isijwili esikrakra esinetha nophi na simbizela ngeneno 💔 yayingathi ugogo akasabuyi ukuze azondixelela ukuba kwenzeke ntoni 😔 ndabona k*mane kurhwayizela k*mana ukugcwala ngeloxesha ndisisitompi sekhandlela ndithe gqi amehlo angekhoyo ngasemnyango 😔 kwala ngezithuba zesibhozo kwafika iimoto ndazixelela ukuba inokuba usiwa esibhedlele ndithandaza umthandazo ongena amen 😭 ndizibuza imibuzo yokuba inokuba kwenzeke ntoni kanene 💔 wade wabuya ugogo akufika zange akwazi uyicacisa 💔 ukususela apho wasuke wathi ndigqibele nini ukubona umalume ka Amanda ndathi andisayazi 💔 ndamngxixha ngemibuzo ukuba kwenzeke ntoni wathi akuphendula uAmanda uzibulele zange aligqibe ndasibeka sakrakra 💔 wazama ukuthetha nam ndathomalala ukuzama ukuva unobangela 💔 wacazulula ngelithi "uAmanda mzukulwana ubhale incwadana" 😔 ndawarhola wathi ifundeka kanje " Mama 💔 ndiyayazi ubundithanda 💔 kwaye nam ndiyakuthanda 💔 into endayenziwa ngubhuti wakho ndiselusana elisaze ngobuso ezweni andingeke ndiyilibale 💔 ndiyaxolisa ngokuthatha isigqibo esinje 😔 umalume ubemane endenza ixhoba lakhe lokundidlwengula 🤨 kunangoku ugqiba kundiphinda nanjengoko bendisuka k*mfana ebendincuma naye 😔 andizange ndikhone ukuxelela naban na usale ngoxolo ntombi yakwa Sikhoma" 😭 bathi bakuthatha umnxeba wakhe bafika umalume wakhe emana ukuthi yizapha mfazi 😔 bathi xabephenyisisa lomfana ebesuka kuye ubhale ngelithi " wena undenza isibhanxa uthi uli Virgin kodwa awulilo icacile nomngani wakho akalilo andsafun kwanto enawe hule ndini" wakugqiba wamblocker 😔 ndakhamisa ndazixelela ukuba kungani umhlobo wam andifihlele into eyake yangaka.😭💔

Sithe sisakuqabuka ngak*mbi konokuya 🤨 waxhuma umhlobam wafuna sibengonontorotyi abatshaya intsangu namakhwenkwe 💔 naam ndahendeka satshaya kangangenyanga ezimbini simana ukubethwa kodwa singeva 👎 kwathi kusakusondela uDisemba kwacaca ukuba sinyukela ngasetywaleni kodwa siseneminyaka engaphantsi kwelishumi elinesibhozo 😔 sasisithi xasisela namantombi atshiseke afune iindawo ezinamadoda 💔 sasingawona ma Virgin ke kwintanga zethu kwaye sasisaziwa ndawo yonke kodwa ngelinye ilanga wazixelela ukuba sisakunxila akazugoduka 💔 wafumana umfana amane ephuma naye phofu kengoku nam sendifunwa ngomnye ode athi xxayendicenga uzandigodusa ayondibeka egatin ukuze ndingaphatha phathwa kuba umnganam sele ethe phithi ngulomfana aphuma naye 😔 ngoku andicengayo lo wayede andixelele nento zoba lamadoda apha abale ngathi kwaye azasilala onke 💔👎 ndatshutshumbiseka ndathi makandikhaphe kwangoko kwaye ndasola ndamvuma kodwa intliziyo ingathembi tuu 😭 ndaphakama ndaphuma notywala kunye nalomfana umnyama kodwa unobubele 💔 sithe sisekude kufuphi ne gate ye Tarven ndabona umnganam egoniwe ukuphuma eGatin akasatsho kwak*m lowo ukuba uyahamba ndamkhwaza kwakanye wathi ubusy phofu utsho esiya phambili 💔 ndalila kuba kwak*mnyama wandithuthuzela umfana wandigodusa ndafunda isifundo kwaye ndazixelela ukuba uAmanda ulele nalamfana 😔. Ngosuku olulandelayo ndaya kowabo xandifika uthi akakho right uzoza ekhaya umamakhe uphangele 😔 ndamshiya nyan nam sele ndingekho right kengoku kuba andiyazi noba mhlambi uzisola ngalento na okanye qha ndacinga ukuba nam ndizomduduza ndimomeleze lento yaziwe ndim naye 💔 ndafika ekhaya ndaxelela ugogo ukuba uAmanda uyalila kowabo xandimbuza yinton akaphenduli kodwa uthi uzobuyela k*m wandiphendula ugogo ngelithi nyamezela mntanam sithembe ukuba uzobuyela kuwe.😭

- ngomso nzonibhalela zithandwa zam 🙏❤️ bendingena Phone.😭😩

Saqhubeka sikhula sifunda kunye kodwa ngelishwakazi akazange umhlobokazi wam andihlebele nakanye 😭 ndandingazinto kwaye sasisithi xasithetha ngento yobuntombi (virgin) adikwe umbone angakutya ngamazinyo 💔 ngenye imini sisuka ebholeni kuze amakhwenkwe amabini amadala kwaye kucaca ukuba sekwelinqanaba lokuba ngu bhuti basicela sime 😒 ndajijitheka ndimxelela mna ndiyoyika kodwa yena wandibona ubuntwana wade waliphuhla 😔 ndamangala kodwa ndabe ndinovalo 💔 sasineminxeba kodwa ndathi mna andinawo kwaye umhakhulu wam ungumntu ohlale ethukisa xayenondbona ndingabhubha 😭 wandishiya lomfana ndayibona egodukayo ndamane ukunyeka ndafika umhlobokazi wam encume kwaye onwabile kubelekwana ndazixelela ukuba ndiyagoduka mnaa andikazixeleli ngale ayenzayo mna ndisenobuntwana nyan obu yena ebebubona 😒. Ndafika ekhaya ndabuzwa amahambo ndaxakwa kuphendula kuba ndaziwa ndisoloko ndibuya naye uAmanda phambi koba agoduke ugqitha ekhaya ndayiqonda mhlophe ukuba ugogo uzakuthi ndinamakhwenkwe.😭 kodwa ubhuti wayi wangazelisa incoko yaphela kanjalo. Ndandimthanda ke umhlobam ndingafun nova ngaye kodwa kwakulukhulu aweyendofihlela kona.

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Kwacaca gca ukuba bathi bakufika ekhayeni umalume ka Amanda wacinga ukudlwengula umntwana.😭 Wamoyikisa emthembisa ngok*mbulala kwaye uyakubulala nalomntu athe wazidina ngok*mbalisela ukuba wenze ntoni kuye. Zahamba intsuku uAmanda engumntu ophaku phaku osuke othuke noba sebonile ukuba kukho Umntu ozayo Kodwa akungena othuke ophule kwanto ayiphetheyo.😌 Ndandimana uk*mbuza ukuba kwenzeke ntoni athi usuke wazibona enje 😭 ngenye imini wandibiza umamakhe ezama ukundingcatsha ukuba ndimbona njani na uAmanda kwezitsuku 😌 ndamtyebisela ngelithi nam andinalwazi ntonje akasenguye la Amanda ndimaziyo kwasemdlalweni ungumntwana obambekileyo asuke adikwe kwasithi ayokuzihlalela yedwa.😭 Umamakhe zange abenamonde yilento Koko wase wamcingela ukuba ufike kwinqanaba lokwabelana ngesondo Kanti umntwana uphekwa esophulwa yilendoda ayibiza ngo bhuti awamshiyela ibele.😭

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Ngethuba sisakhula 😔 ndandinomhlobokazi wam owaye gama ngu Amanda 🙁 wayehlala nomalume wakhe kowabo ogama lingu Msokoli kwakunye no Mamakhe ogama Sindiswa. Babehlala ngokuthula k*mnandi kangangoba kwakukuhle kunasekhaya kuba umama wapha wayesebenza koko ngelinye ixesha ndizive ndinqwenela kubesekhaya.😔 Sasivana ke nomhlobo wam kangangoba sasisoloko sikunye njemba singontanga nje 😏 kwenzeka ngelinye ilanga sayakudlala esgangenii upuca 🙁 sabona ngomthinzi ozayo womntu ongutata kanti ngu malume wakhe. Asizange sibenavalo kuba sasiyazi ukuba uzakusikhuthaza malunga nobuhlobo bethu kuba ungulomntu uyithandayo into entle. Wathi akufika akabinguye lomntu simqhelileyo 💔 asizange simbazele amehlo kuba wafika seseithi ku Amanda makayombonisa ityiwa endlini ukuba ihlala phi na ngethuba umama ka Amanda wayesemsebenzini. Waphakama ke uAmanda wayibona indlela egodukayo wabe enxibe ilokhwe emfitshane walandela umalume ngasemva yangumkrozo ukuya ekhayen labo ndasheka ndizidlalela.

Kubomi esibuphilayo zininzi izinto esijongana nazo kwaye akufuneki kwamntu onentliziyo engomelelanga 😭 ewe kubabuhlungu kodwa xakucaca ukuba kukrakra namhlanje lila umcenge uThixo 😭 umbonge ukuba makakugcine ukuze ubone iksasa lakho. Kaloku akusoloko k*mnandi kodwa ngokuthi unyamezele noko inyembezi aziphalali mihla le.