My pen is bleeding

Nature

How beautiful this place can be
It's like heaven itself
I honestly don't know how can one person create this beautiful place
It's really is the smile, the cover of this earth full of sinners
How I wish I can stay here till my last breath

I've been told about this place
I've been told that it's breathtaking
I've been told that it's also depressing
Little did I know it was this glamorous
Little did I know it was this mind blowing

My pen is bleeding 📝
Skyler the poet

The dark hole

It has now became my home
It has now changed from being my worst nightmare to my beautiful palace
It has become a very good part of my life

When I was shoved in this hole I thought it was the end of my life
I'm the true definition of "I WILL CONQUER IT ALL"
I'm the true definition of"NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER"
They say I'm the strongest but my hurt says the weakest

They didn't only shoved me in this hole
They also made me build a Berlin wall to shield my heart from emotions
They also made a statue that I am today

They shoved me in this hole
Murdered my soul like a thief
And just like that it vanished into thin air
Today KARMA is after them
I've been watching them living their best life
As if my tears, my screams didn't matter
What did I expect

Today I'm smiling as if am crazy
Watching them asking for forgiveness
They created this monster am today
So they'll have suck it up

My pen is bleeding
Skylar the poet

My last breath

Am inhaling anxiety&depression
And exhaling death
I'm a walking coffin
I'm suffocated by my surroundings
I'm always sleeping with my broken heart

You won't understand because you've never been in this tight position I've found myself in
You won't relate because you've never been depressed

I wish I could just forgive&forget
Instead of reminding myself the same thing over&over again
You don't have to remind me again because I know I'm a curse

I'm now taking my last breath and nothing will stop me
My vision is slowly but surely becoming blurry
My lungs are tired of enduring this pain
I'm taking my last breath

My pen is bleeding 🖊️📝
Skyler the poet

Lust💔

I thought it was love
but little did I know that I was fooling myself
Why didn't you tell from the start that you don't love
If I was told from the start that things were going to be like this
I would've ran away the first time I saw you

I guess I'm that cheap to played like this without noticing
I guess I was blinded by love & I didn't those odd things you were doing

I thought we were building something, little did I know that you were building my biggest heart brake

My pen is bleeding 🖊️📝
Skyler the poet