Spiritual Healing - Dawid van Graan

I would like to share with you my story and some of the aspects of life I contemplate everyday about the nature of our reality. Couple of years back I was what most would perceive as just a normal guy. My biggest concern was work, survival [money], possessions, woman, friends and parties. Pretty normal, right?Then suddenly things started to go haywire and my whole world started falling apart. I was at the point of loosing everything that was important to me at the time and eventually fell into a very deep depression after all my desperate attempts to save my idea of a perfect life. I was hopeless and defeated by life and every attempt to revive myself felt like punching against the wind. I became more angry, felt more condemned and more forsaken day after day until I reached the point of not wanting to live anymore. "Why?, why?, why?", was the only question I had and the very little hope I carried for somehow, finding something that could help me was the only thing preventing me from giving up on my existence.

Then, out of the blue a certain amount of synchronicity's started happening. I came upon information that was in it's core so simple but through it's application very profound. I used it to save my relationship, restore my finances, heal my depression and to gain back my confidence in myself and life. I could see life was build on perception and through this identify my own and others mistakes. Little did I know that the rabbit hole goes much deeper and that every fiber of the known and unknown, seen or unseen, reality and spirit is in fact interconnected to a point where they blended perfectly into pure nothingness. Reality itself sprung from a deep infinite cosmic sea of pure bliss, nothingness with a unlimited potential to create whatever it wanted to, for it's own reasons and purpose into infinity. That is where we find ourselves, a spec of creation, having a life in the fast unknowable. Having an experience as separate from all that is to make it realistic for ourselves but at our deepest level exist out of the same Force that created all and is all. Kind of like a drop in the ocean containing the potential of the whole ocean or like the atom containing the maths and blueprint of the whole macrocosm within itself but limited only by it's state of awareness or assigned purpose.

When I understood this concept to the point where there was no other truth anymore I started to see in an indescribable way [inner knowing] the correlations between science, religions, God, spirituality, geometry and even biology. That everything comes from this unknowable Force manifesting all that is, through the same principals in everything. That the one is just a simpler or more advanced product but with no difference in it's creation process accept the fact that it express itself in a different way. This becomes apparent when you study the movement of energy and the mathematical sequence it follows to create everything in the cosmos. If you want to see this go and do research about the Fibonacci sequence in nature and that these patterns create what we would call sacred geometry. I saw how people intertwined the truth with their untruths [perceptions] and created systems built on misinterpretations of the only Force that ever existed.

We forgot that our lives is just an illusion created by our own processing systems [our brain] into something we experience with our senses as real (remember the matrix). Something the ancients knew for millenniums and based their foundations, society's and religions upon. The Egyptians, Mayans, Incas and numerous other ancient society's build Empires with understandings of God(s), the cosmos, DNA, nature and many other aspect of life, that we are only discovering or re-remembering in our current times. They had ways to see beyond the illusion and had access to the worlds beyond. We became lost in our real existence, thinking this is all that is and became self righteous in creating more duality in the "my way is the only way" attitude born from our fears for life after death. Influencing our decisions in life to make us feel save. So if anyone challenged your safety you would become defensive because you had nothing to protect you from the unknown. I could see that the further away humanity moved from each other on their different views and traditions, removing the aspect of oneness the further away they pushed themselves from this all encompassing Force. Kind of like creation, the further energy moves from oneness the more solid, separated and alone it appears.

This understanding also runs parallel with conclusion of Einstein saying that energy can never be destroyed but merely change into a different state of being. Are we not energy as well? Do we not change ourselves when we shift our view? Do we only change our mental state through our perception shifts or does our whole being follow? If it is true that we create our own sickness through holding on to negative emotions then surely positive emotions or perceptions will uplift not just our mental states but our biological and spiritual states as well. The trick in this is to be able to distinguish between love and fear. So often the believes we hold on to, serves us in a negative way because for some reason we are emotionally attached to them.

They often provide us with self righteousness, safety, acceptance, identity's, salvation, not having to take responsibility for our own makings and justification as examples. The way I see the difference between love and fear is by thinking of them as vibrations. Nikolay Tesla said that if you want to understand the universe think of it in terms of energy as frequency and vibrations. After all everything in our existence consist out of sound at a quantum level vibrating at different frequencies to create it's perceived state of being as so called matter. Surely, you can't be mistaken between what appears to be a rock or a bread (even if everything is just non solid energy) because your brain interprets the vibration difference automatically so you won't be consciously mistaken with what you are dealing with physically. Your sub- conscious works a little bit different and only deals with what it has been convinced of through experiences, circumstances, repetitive thoughts or anything you made yourself believe, no matter the psychological reasons. It has no ability to reason like the conscious mind or see truths from lies. It works like a non judgmental processor and only gives and create more of what it carries. So now you can see how it is very possible to be convinced that fear based perceptions (concluded by rational conscious thinking with proven or backed up scientific proof) can still be perceived or mistaken as something good that is serving you if you have convinced your sub conscious to believe it or take it as your truth.

The only way I see the difference is by knowing that love and fear has totally different properties. The one cannot be the other and they cannot be mixed or mistaken for one another. If you know all the musical tones or notes by hart there will be no confusion in you, upon hearing the note A, you obviously won't confuse it for the note C. The same with our believes of life and God. All over the world there is a common believe that the Force of creation, The creator, God in essence consist out of pure love. Almost like if God was a certain vibration He would only be the vibration that creates love. Making the vibration of love the fundamental frequency of creation on which everything else is build. Now this is going to be a cracker for some of you,
if unconditional love means total acceptance no matter what you have done, believed, said or practiced (I mean it is without condition that you are loved and accepted by the Force of all that is because this is it's natural state), why would you still think the way you worship, interact and perceive this Force, would make any difference in the way It accepts you? If there are certain doctrines, conditions, beliefs, do`s or don'ts or any other form of winning God acceptance through your actions it means that love is not unconditional. That in tern means that the foundation Force of creation is flawed and that God itself is conditional and in my opinion of life is that fear is the only element of life that needs conditions. Conditions are there to serve as a safety-net to sooth our fears. Based upon our self created conditions we assure ourselves that we are save, do not become victims of unwanted circumstances and attain our desires by installing conditions to insure that our demands will be met. I firmly believe that this Force is unconditional and carry no demands for It's acceptance towards anyone or anything.

This is what I am going to leave you with today. I will be continuing very soon and try to expand on the human brain / consciousness, the proving science of unity and the knowledge of the ancients, free will, the truth within us all and much more and how all of this apply to each other and in creating a more united and balanced self as the first necessity towards preventing a man made Armageddon and creating a United society in understanding the Force(s) within us.

Thanx for reading.
Till next time.